I was useless
all I'm doing were wrong
disappearing from this world was what I wanted
disappeared for ever
without a trace
being forgotten by all those
all those who had insulted me, either because of my own fault, or because they are always so
but how to be dissappeared?
I knew if I went through on this--my life, then I can not deny the sadness which will come to me
after all, my feelings have been blunted,
I would REVENGE to all, people, fate, and the world that had decided by theirown will that I failed. This revenge, will not be in any bad way. I'm going to take revenge. I will be the most powerful people in this world, in the field I can master it. They are going to feel being humiliated by themselves when they see me succeed, even without me doing anything directly to them. I'll be able to change their wickedness, with my power I'll gain.
HOLD ON, BE TOUGH
posted in my nevercommittosuicide.blogspot.com and nevercommittosuicide.wordpress.com